waiting

all i want right now is to run into trevor's arms.
5 more days


i wish there was more to report on life
there really is nothing goin on in my life because i have no job and my boyfriend lives hundreds of miles away
i will report back later when there is more

I'll have a hamburger, large fries and a milkshake to go please

i hate dieting
i really want to eat french fries and brownies covered in sugar. all day, every day.



you know what i don't understand?
i don't understand how my sister haley can eat copious amounts of food and still remain the size of my thumb, while i eat an apple and plump up to the size of a humpback whale
i want to wake up and look in the mirror and say "hey good lookin"
for now i will exercise, exercise, exercise.

days roll on...

i am home now.
School is over, and the days are loonnnng.
i wish that i had a job to occupy my time. most of the time my days consist of waking up late and pretending that i was at a job doing some kind of work where i got paid $100.00 an hour to do minimal amounts of work....i think i need to get a life. something else that happened recently is i find that being away from a boy named Trevor is harder than i thought it would be
do you remember that phrase, " distance makes the heart grow fonder"? the man that came up with that statement wasn't totally in love I think. perhaps just half way. because what he forgot to mention was that distance also makes the heart hurt...and sometimes cry.

and because of this,most days when i wake up and look out the window all i see is this:



when all i really want to see is a nice semi-cloudy day where i can sit in a pink field with Trevor and talk with him all day.




so as to not be a debbie downer i will supply you with a quick spurt of happiness:
because i am home and have inordinate amounts of time on my hands, i will be, as they say, "blogging" more often. hooray...well, more than i have in the past...which was like once.